Monday, November 23, 2009

goodbyes.

LONDON – A British man who said he strangled his wife during a nightmare about fighting off an intruder has been found innocent in her death.

Thomas had accepted he had killed Christine, his childhood sweetheart and wife of 40 years, the jury was told at the beginning of his trial earlier this week.

The Thomases, who lived outside Swansea, about 185 miles (300 kilometers) west of London, were on holiday in their camper van in July 2008. After having their sleep disturbed by cars racing nearby, Brian Thomas had a nightmare that someone was breaking into the van.
The court was told that Brian Thomas suffered from a long-term sleep disorder and was in a state of automatism _ where his mind had no control over his body _ when he strangled Christine, with whom he had two daughters.


ouch.
i think i can kinda relate to this.

when andre and i were in taiwan,
he was having a bad dream about someone stealing his bike and he hit me in the face while he was asleep. :(

but if i were the guy, being acuquitted or not doesnt make a difference.

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it was my sleep in sunday and i awoke to a text at 2pm.
it was from a foreign number which read that the causalty from a certain marathon held recetly had passed away.
the second beep that came in was, "ooops, sorry. wrong number."


just a few days ago, a professor collasped and never woke up again when he was carrying out his workout session.


and there's the recent loss of Alan Chee Zhi Hao, a primary and JC schoolmate whom i never got to know personally but has many mutual friends with.
my heart goes out to his friends and family.


it's cliche, but life's fragile and we only get to live once.

treasure the people around you by learning to appreciate them.
ive always been weak at showing feelings and appreciations due to the environment i was brought up in but im not gonna let that be an excuse anymore.

most importantly, chase those dreams that you have.
stand up for who you wanna be and what you want.

seeing how the uni people are struggling to keep up with school is making me have triple thoughts about going back to school.
although ive only been in the training industry for a few months, but being a trainer further cements my belief that books are not all that matter in life.

kids who are supposingly from the good schools and solid results are the ones who are disrepectful and think the world of themselves while kids who are "not as academically inclined" are the ones who showed respect, are helpful and warm.

im not implying anything here, neither am i saying that it's wrong to follow the conventional path.
what's most important is that no matter what path you follow, be certain that it leads you to where you want.

but if you ask me, i'll pick the unconventional path anytime simply because im just not made out to follow the conventional one.

Sunday, November 22, 2009

meeee theraphy.




no worries im not gonna bring in many references for this entry.
just MEEEEE~

the crazyness is finally toning down & that leaves more time to do the things that i want.

let's see...
` did 6 rounds around the track this evening

` FINALLY pulled myself outta bed during my sleep in saturday to get my long lost mp3 cable

` dropping by bestie for chit chat session and monopoly card game + stealing songs from her and happily trainsferring them into my mp3 which went on a 3 months hiatus

` sitting down to watch my all time favourite taiwan varities , 我猜 and 星光.
must have been cos i was too busy with work to catch up with what's happening around me, i was damn shocked to know that 星光 is at season 6 already! i haven't even finished season 5. :(

` dedicating more time to oos

` FINALLY changing and starting on new blog template. gonna edit this basic template that they have and customise it into a more personal one SOON.


next up:
` tanning
` kboxing
` clearing up my room

i love watching 我猜 cos jackie wu never fails to crack me up and the prog is ever so innovative.
the issue that was aired last sat was about pretty girls who are super messy.
one of them had clothes and many other things all over her room and you couldnt even see the ground, let alone walk around in her room.
mom was watching it with me and i jumped at the opportunity to throw it back at her.


"SEE SEE! my room very tidy already!"
:P

2012.




When life throws a curveball at you,
do you dogde or do you hit it hard with all your might to get it out of your face?
In a nutshell, 2012 is defintely worth the red smiley yusof ishak that you pull out of your wallet for.
why so?
well, any movie that makes Chen Weijie wanna tear is worth catching. :P
not forgetting that they have KICK ASS animations and effects!

it's been a really long time since i enjoyed a movie this much.
it made me LAUGH OUT LOUD (not that challenging since i love to laugh) and it also made me wanna cry ( now this is tough).
esp when the black guy was talking to the other presidents and when the "daddy" was telling his boy to stay behind, i could feel the tears welling in my eyes and my face crumbling.

due to work, ive been thinking a lot about parenting these days.
not that im ready to be a mother and neither do i plan to be one now, but parenting a child is really.. no joke.

and im sure this man will agree with me.


it's an old video, one which ive seen three years back.
nonetheless, the message is PPPAAAMMM in the face.
anyway, back to 2012.

it's a simple story, but the real-ness of it tugs at my heartstrings & i especially love how the various life stories of the characters were interwined so seamlessly.
the awesome editting and directing also reminded me of my DMC days where we had to do directing and editting.

yes, those were the days.
i can't imagine going back to school and putting myself through the books and all again.


to my dearest boyfriend and all my friends in uni:
hang in there!
we'll have a massive books burning session together after the papers ya? (:

p/s: thanks for the company today my dear.
i guess it's a really stressful period for you now, with the irritating flu bugging, drowiness from medicine and moutains of books to devour.
i enjoyed myself with you today and we'll have more of such to come after your papers. (:


Saturday, November 21, 2009

debut!

like i was saying in my earlier post,
me and mag meet up with marcus and did our photoshoot for our first oohsewsassy collection last sat.



and here's visuals that made up our 5 hours of hard work!
cos i was a total noob in posing/modelling, the ever helpful & patient marcus and mag had to spend time teaching me. :p




we do have more pieces actually, but they are not ready yet.
do support our debut collection and pass the love around! (:


since im a narcissist ( i dont deny that!),
i shant resist posting another picture of me (left) and mag (right).








& here are some personal favourties!






when me and mag saw this piece, we fell in love with it immediately cuz we couldnt resist the unique lace straps and sweetheart M-shaped cut.


not forgettng that this piece is really versatile.
clubbing, dinner, girly night out, birthday partys, dates, you name it!



cardigan! haha ive always been afraid of cold so how can i not love them?
furthermore, there's lovely heart shapes all around. :D




mag's sexy back!

peek through lace details and body hugging material that accentuates the curveS.


subtle sexy-ness + sassy-ness = i like!




off shoulderssss, my natural soft spot.
plus there's a band at the bottom of the top so it actually helps to keep the tummy in.
i need that man!
have been having too much good food and ice creams!
hehe :P


huge thanks to marcus once again for helping us out! (:
wouldnt know what to do without his advicde and guidance.



it's finally launched!
im really excited about this.
^^

go girls!

there's a million and one dramas/movies out there that features the plot of what im gonna pen down:

a woman gives birth to her child, loves him very much but is forced by circumstances to give him up/ leave him behind.
even though he is out of her sight, he is never out of her mind.
she wonders if he is doing alright, if he needs her to be there for him, and if he is thinking of her like she is of him.

the juicy part sets in when one fine day when he's grown up, she gets to meet him again and wants to acknowledge him but circumstances make it diffcult for her to do so.


i feel like that mother now.


hockey has always been my no.1 priority during my SP days.
boyfriend, school, work and what nots were not even close to that no. 1 title, and it has always been my regret that i was unable to lead them to victory.
thus, i was really proud to know that the girls are doing really well for this season.

however, i was unable to be there for them when they rose from being the underdogs to beating the all time champs to vying for champion title.

what is left now is their final match for the champion title and it clashes with my work schedule.
im sorry i cant be there girls.
give all you have, and lay your hands on those medals that you deserve. (:

Monday, November 16, 2009

oh baby, let me love you.


photo taken with my dearest no. 1 and no. 5 after my first noob shoot for my upcoming blogshop, oohsewsassy.
cant wait to get my hands on the photos from the shoot so i can use them for portfolio and air stewardess application purposes. i need to get down to applying for SIA before it closes.
fingers crossed!


back to my girls.
words are no longer enough to describe how blessed i feel to have all 4 of them in my life.
just know that i love you girls la okay? (:


personal point of view: diamonds are no longer girls' best friend, make up is!
im not so jialat till i will not leave my house without makeup, BUT makeup REALLY work wonders.




so guys, next time you see a pretty girl in club, get her to wipe off her makeup first before you decide whether she's a chiobu or not. :P

the weather's getting colder and colder by the day.
andre's gonna freeze when he goes over to china in dec. :(

dearest boyfriend:
take care when ure over there okay baby?
+ enjoy life and put on 5kg like i did the other time! :D



sometimes i don't know what should be said and what shouldn't.
im lousy at keeping things from you; or maybe cuz i don't want to as i believe honesty is always the best policy.


the history that we share, the health scare earlier in the year, the things that we worked together for, this relationship that we built from scratch.. they mean a lot to me.
i know you trust me, but i need you to believe in yourself.
he's a friend, he's not gonna be a threat.

i know i dont say this enough, but you've been really sweet these while.
waking me up at 5am++, sending me home, taking care of me even when u're dead tired, dropping by to surprise me with foodies, putting up with my temprements, and putting aside your studies to make sure that im fine when im moody.


looking forward to you coming back from china and us celebrating our first year together at the end of the year! (:

I love you baby
And if it's quite all right
I need you baby
To warm my lonely night
I love you baby
Trust in me when I say

Oh, pretty baby
Don't bring me down I pray
oh, pretty baby
Now that I found you, stay and let me love you
Baby let me love you...


Sunday, November 15, 2009

2d1n.

it may have been just two days but i learnt a hell lot from whatever that has happened, got to see things better, grew even more firm on my decision and learnt things about myself.

met a teacher and a couple of dragonboaters who are really warm and understanding, and im really thankful to them for helping me out and guiding me along.
it warms my heart cuz if strangers can do this for me, why can't you?
all you have for me are expectations and more expectations.
but it doesnt matter anymore.
i really need to leave and im finally able to justify why so.
TAIWAN! BALI! HERE I COME! :D

im so glad that i pulled chengwai in to join me on this.
working with a like-minded, trusted friend makes things so much easier and generates so much laughter.

together with mag, i had my first shoot this morning and im a total noob.
oohsewsassy is finally going to launch!
5 hours of work = 10 designs shot.
im keeping my fingers crossed and hoping that it would be well recieved.
please do support! featuring a number of pretty lace pieces in our first collection.


ive been so busy lately that i havent been talking much to my boy. :(
get well soon baby!
i look forward to our movie date (:D) after my work tomorrow aka SUNDAY.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

sorry.

the combination of fatigue, friendship and family issue turned me into a terrible person.
i threw tantrums at you and i ignored you.
you had your own stuffs to deal with and didnt need all those from me.

yet, you took it all and went through great lengths to let me know that you are there for me.
i feel ashamed,
i feel loved.

i am sorry love.
all the best for your papers (:

Monday, November 09, 2009

hello, goodbye?

ive been hopelessly in love with stuffs that are unhealthy for my bank account recently.




should i or should i not?